OK so my 1st session with the councillor went rather well, so well that that I have to go back on the 29th October. As much as I'm not really looking forward to it, I'm sure it will be very helpful.
When I was there we touched upon the issues with my dad which I knew would come up and as much I do not like talking about it, there are many issues which will need to be solved. Also we touched upon the fact that I was upset by a relationship or perhaps lack of. Even though I have been on my own for so long and have not really known anything else, the councillor said that maybe deep down inside I do feel lonely. I can understand this but there is no point in looking for something when there is no way its going to happen. So I shall have to see how my next session goes.
So over the past couple of days I have been thinking about how I have not really done anything that I wish to do. However I have decided to take some action upon this and create a list of things to do.
The 1st thing is to order some tickets to go see skindred as they are totally amazing, Even if I have to go by myself I will do this
2. I have always wanted to go see the northern lights, thus I have been looking into different packages to allow me to go view them.
3. I have also been looking at packages to go to New Zealand, the only thing that I scares me is how much they cost. Guess I will have to start saving up again.
The only flaw with looking at these types of holidays is that I feel I will be going alone. It would be nice to go with someone, yet I do know that is never going to happen. So in order to bring back the old me I am going to have to start doing things that I want to do by myself.
These are just a few ideas I have just hoping they will actual come to something.
Until next time.
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