Life is meh

OK so it has been ages since I last blogged but hey what's new. Any way it's now November. October was an OK month, the only really thing that was good about it was that my sister finally got married to Paul and I have to say it was an amazing day. Jenny got ready at my mams house which of course was to be expected. We all (Jen, mam, Sue, Sarah and myself) all had our nails done and than it was on to get our hair done. It was rather ace we all had curly hair, it looked totally amazing.

Than it was on to the make up and putting on the dresses. The last person to get ready was of course Jenny it was odd it seemed a rush at the end to get her dress on and to make sure that everything else was ready. My dad came round to take my sister and I have to say he looked rather smart in his suite. Then when my sister came down the stairs she got an amazing surprise because my mam had booked her a car and it was rather nice I must say. She was like "O.M.G what's that car?". It was really sweet because she kept on saying don't make me cry I don't won't to ruin my make up.

Then it was off to the hotel where they were getting married. Once we were there we meet the flower girls and they looked amazing. Then we entered the room with the flower girls first and they were so wonderful they didn't rush, followed by me and than Sarah and Sue and finally Jenny and Dad. The service was amazing there was no mush and it was nice and simple. The best part was that Paul and Jenny looked amazing together.

After that it was on to have loads of photos taken which was very annoying because I hate having my photo taken, but granted there were some nice photos taken. Then it was on to the after meal where the speeches were made. My dads speech was short and very sweet. This was than followed by Paul and his speech was lovely. He even got slightly emotional which is lovely to see that he isn't afraid to showing his emotions. Then Neil (my new brother-in-law) made his speech and it was rather funny and gave a few things away about Paul that's always good.

Then it came to my turn and I have to say that I messed it up I let my emotions get hold of me. Than some one said throw your speech away, which is what I ended up doing. I screwed it up and threw it over my shoulder and just basically said what I had written down and everyone seemed to really like it. They all said that I was very brave and that it really did come from the heart so that made me feel really ace.

But of course you can't have a wedding without a bit of drama and that came from the one the only man that I call father. He ended up collapsing on the floor. Me mam and some other people seemed to disappear for ages. Then through out the night people kept coming up to me and asking if I was alright and I was like "ye, its not the first time he's done this and it won't be the last", OK so may be I didn't say it out loud. Then the next day I found out that he was taken to hospital and he ended up checking himself out why am I not surprised.

Anyway other than that it was an awsome night all around and I am sure that Jenny and Paul will last for ages.

So I have also been working really hard on my dissertation. However the techniques that I am using and the swabs are causing interference so I am having to looked at new swabs and different techniques to see which ones work best. Oh the joys more work to do.

However deep inside I am no longer copying and I decided to do something about it finally and I went to see the doctor on Tuesday and he said that I need to see a councillor so I have booked my appointment for Monday so not looking forward to it. I also went to see my tutor Alison and she helped me to break everything down and into bullet points giving each one a time line. From this I have now sorted out all my work load and Hopefully this will be a sign that I can get back on track to how I used to me.

Anyway I think that's it for now. I will no-doubt inform you about how I get on even if it is to help myself in order to help make everything clearer.

Until next time =)